All I want.

All I want is to be responsible. I wish this was a talent of mine. I mean, irresponsibility=stress and all i want is to be stress free. wouldn't it have been nice to have been born a goldfish?

 All john has to do is swim around in his little mason jar. he doesn't do homework. he doesnt have to polish his fins, or get anywhere on time. he doesn't have to graduate with any kind of a degree. John is the luckiest little thing alive on this planet. the ONLY thing he even has to do is move a little when we yell JOHN... to show us he is alive. all john has to do is live. NO expectations. 
I'm Jellin' people. 
haha it has been quite the week, can you tell? it was a good week. its just that goin goin goin makes you want to be a fish every once in a while. haha 
or move to Oregon.

If I don't get to move to Oregon then I want to live in a greenhouse. maybe be a tree? kay, thanks. 

Ive got to go be responsible or something.

OREGONORBUST. OREGON OREGON OREGON.

WHAT a WEEK.

Okay okay. alright alright. lets just start with the fact that these last couple of weeks. WOA! not much food planning + lots of school stress= the eating of so much GARBAGE. (except for this hummus. although im pretty sure i paid as much for it as i could have MADE 2 batches which would have lasted me 2 WEEKS. lets not talk about it.) 

Red Pepper hummusssssss is the best. imma learn how to make it!

I got to use a chainsaw. for the FIRST. TIME. I was sawing my BAAAASE for my plaster sculpture. I want one...a chainsaw that is. I think working with wood is the greatest! happy birthday to me? eh? maybe one day!

My fambaaaaam came to vistit Logan on sunday. I sure do love them. hangin' out at Christopher and Jasilyn's apt was so fun and eating rice pudding was PRETTY great. i couldn't be any happier with my family, this girl has been blessed!

Okay, so I started a 3 day detox on Monday (so much cake, so much junk. SO much) I bought aaall the produce ($$$!) and got all amped up for it... SICK. The first smoothie tasted like vomit. all i did was substitute spinach for kale and almond butter for peanut butterrrrr. bad idea. don't go cheap, DONT. although i have to say, if i were someone who didnt know how to eat healthy and then tried this i would eat garbage for the rest of my lofe. the breakfast AND lunch smoothies were sick. so im just trying to eat all the produce i would have used this week so im at least getting all the delish vitimans and minerals riiiiight.? oh and black bean quinoa burgers. TO. DIE . FOR. eat them, love them.

Temple trip with these beautiful ladies. so happy, so fun! LOGAN, LOGAN, LOGAN.

Valentine salt for those of you who are wondering. IWANT.

THIS is my 106 lb. baby. at .60 ct a pound id better love the end result of this sculpture to DEATH. im excited :) stoney here i coooome.

This is what happened last night. We were just sendin a missionary a pakaaage. Maggi IS one of my bestester friends of ever. and we bought a fish. okay so i didn't have my wallet so MAGGI bought it. therefore she named it. his name is John. Please love little John!

February is heeeeeere!

 Well lets just start with the fact that my babies are doing real great :) :) :) Sprouts, wheat grass, and succulants. FAVORITE! green is becoming my favorite color. STAT!

JANUARY was fuuuun. so so fun! and now its time to change my calendar. (*eeeee* favorite!)these are some'a the things i accomplished this month. it was a goodun! 

yesterday i wore my BESTFRIENDSHIPANKLET over my socks :) haHA!only cool kids do it. 

 of course i had to ask for a picture with a star in my eye. because when is that ever going to get to happen again? haha it took some serious coordination but we got it! we went with Tatjana and got some candy (I have been CRAVING reese's hearts to no end, i think its my body telling me that i NEED Sister Miller! i miss her. its been a YEAR well... almost.) and we watched Harry Potter 7 prt.2  anyways, Tatjana invited some people over and they ended up being up the canyon so the 3 of just watched Harry slice them horcruxes haha.    

Annnnd I woke up at 10 on this lovely Saturday. No judging people! it was some GREAT sleep. and now im ready to do some working oooout and some sculpting and some sign language :)